I guess it makes me sad. I have a vision how this will play out, but I’m getting cold feet. I’m tired of trying to justify everything in public forums.
I feel like I should stop posting, until it’s completely written, then post in rapid fire.
Which I could do on AO3…. I’m considering that.
On the other hand, it’s my story.
Certainly, when I do my own original serial, it will be written in advance and published in chunks.
I’ll be the first to admit e plot and pacing need help. What confuses me really — is how people will say they think the characters are IC, but they don’t like the characters. Um. Huh? Ok, so HG isn’t suffering undue guilt — she’s doing something she can’t talk about without blowing other people’s cover, not just hers. She’s curious about what she’s experiencing, but knows it’s not appreciated. Why do people go to sex workers when they’re in relationships?
I don’t know. I do know that these are themes I want to explore elsewhere, with my own characters, which is prolly my primary mistake.